My Triple Alter Ego Lifestyle.

Yes I suppose it's true I do have 3 seperate alter egos. Or perhaps you could call it my inner actor appearing in my day to day life every so often.

To tell you the truth I don't know nor have even established who I truely am yet. It's a big hassle and a very difficult thing for a 16 year old to do. I would definatly say I'm a VERY obsessive girl and hyper at times. My mummy and daddy have also said I have too many crazy times but I'm not finished with those moments yet. Also I'm still trying to figure out my music taste with really just consists with Justin Bieber and anything on the charts but I can recognise a good song when I hear it, it's not that difficult. I guess you could call it common sense, in a way it is.

Lets try to get back to the point. Let me explain the 3 egos I have.
The first is that at home I can be both neautral and angry but not at the same time. I guess that's kinda normal for any teenager because of siblings and your parents. I suppose it normal to be like that sometimes just to get it out of your system.

My second ego is the one at school where I'm hyper, confused, acts like she's stupid and loner most of the time girl. Yeah that was a typeful. I've always considered myself an natural actor so I guess that's why I change my personality all the time. That does cause me confusion because I can never make up my mind about what mood I should be in but it's not all about what you should be, it's about what you want to be. Woah that was unusal for me. Oh well.

My third ego is, well an area I barely ever think about except times that I must think about.
I need to explain this because it's complicated. Firstly I don't actually mind putting this up for anyone to read but I think I need to tell you so you understand me a little more.
Okay here goes. I'm a foster child which is basiclly a child that was adoptd but they can see their parents and can swap homes if they are not happy with where they are. I think that about sums that up.

Okay so when I'm 'foster child' Gina, I'm basical quiet and shy and non sociable. What can I do about that though. My social workers keep getting changed and it takes me a bit of time to get to be more comftarble with people before I tell them loads of stuff about myself.

That's not really the point I'm making at the moment. The actual point is that when I have visits with my real mum, lets call her T, though that's not even the letter that her name starts with but I have to respect other peoples' privacy and stuff so T it is then. So the visits with T are very akward like all I do is sit there and eat because we always go to the same restrant/shop every time. I do try to listen to whatever conversation she is making at the time and sometimes it's actually pretty bad the things people are doing to her, like stealing off of her for example though that is all I know,.

Okay I so basical I just tried to explain a bit about me to all of you who do read Blogger, though I doubt it.
I hope that explains a bit more about me as a person to you because I definatly need to vent all things going on in my life right now.

I guess that's all I need to talk about right now so I'll TTYL.

BYE!
Gina.
XOXO.